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Can we dance in the beginning of your end

Ties untethered, unbreakable 

I cry because of your flowers

I cry because i know

My sweet lilly 

The valleys to far from you

Till it’s not even skin on skin

We’re just beating hearts in a mason jar 

And yet that, 

For me, 

Will never be so close


I want to be connected to you,

To be sewn together

To be you

Let’s carve our names

And say our vows

No romeo


I want to kiss you

Teeth to teeth

Till their mangled from the wildness

I am an endless song

I don’t even have a catchy chorus

Yet, you still play the drums

With all your heart


I love you, lilly boy, but you are to far from the valley.

from me.

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" all the colors of the street signs, they remind me of the pickup truck out in front of your neighbor's house"

I just realized I've been doing my setup completely wrong this whole time. I'm such a moron. The title is supposed to be ya know, the TITLE, and the lyrics go above my paragraphs. I don't know if I'm gonna change the others to fit the layout or just keep it the same... eh...

I'm in class right now at my busiest. Busiest at doing nothing. I mean i finished some assignments I was missing but that's it.

today is soooo slow, but that's probably because its only the beginning.

It's later in the day now and guess what, it was so terrible. Actually no, my day was fine UNTIL a teacher pulled me out of 7th hour to "discuss" my little angry rant here. I said some words that got my laptop flagged. Now I have a meeting with the counselor tomorrow in my day. I don't want to talk to her, I don't trust any counselors, they make me mad.

They talked to my mom too; I was really mad about that. We talked and it's fine. I just told her it was a joke. All I know is I do NOT want to talk to some stupid counselor. 

No coffee today, sad sad times :(

Xo- Tony


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"This elevator only goes up to ten"
Doing this whilst I still have a chance in a busy school day


1. Do you know of any other words for snow? What's your favorite and why?
Uhh...sleet? I don't know many words for snow, but sleet feels fun to say

2. What's your ideal temperature range for winter?
Snowy but not till I freeze into an ice block, I'm not used to cold weather lol

3. Favorite winter activity? What about it makes it your favorite?
I lovelovelove playing in the snow! best part of winter in my opinion. Christmas shopping and visiting family is always fun too.

4. What are three things you can't do without when winter arrives?
My phone, A thick jacket, and my music. I would die without my vices 

5. Do you have favorite winter holiday activities?
I love staying in and drinking coffee, another of my addictions. 

That was fun, got me thinking :)
XOXO- Antonio

WHAT?!?!?!?

Mar. 6th, 2026 08:13 am
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"When I'm home alone, I just dance by myself"

Today's already been crazy. My brother -half asleep- decided to share the fact that last night he was held at GUNPOINT over McDonald's nuggets...Yeah...crazy.. I'm at school right now sadly. It feels like I'm a bird in a cage, and not even a cage at that. Just hands clasped tight around me till my wings are so deformed I can't fly. There's so many windows in here, I feel taunted by the image of the sweet-sweet outside. 

Last night my mom screamed over grades and what not, I didn't mind getting told to do homework I was missing, I just don't like yelling. I miss my house, and I miss my coffee. I'll be sure to pound back 2 tons of it before bed, coffee makes me sleepy.

Sectionals suck (which I am at right now), the only reason I come is to get a free 100 on a major grade and for the utterly mouth-watering pastry they call a cinnamon bun. I don't know what they put in those things here, but it has to be some sort of drug.

I'm in class right now and I got stuck next to the cringe-eist couple in our year.....I'm delighted... They kept hugging and practically humping each other IN CLASS! how revolting.. This class is so irritating, and I have 6 more to go! oh the horror!

I have PHS (Principals of Human Services) somewhere after lunch. I don't mind that class, in actuality it's quite fun. The teacher is just so hypocritical it's insane. Right now were learning about taking care of children and their needs. I swear it's giving me some kind of baby fever, though I'm a man... Mpreg I guess?....



XOXO- Tony
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"Check, check one two. Alright here goes nothin' "

Hello! I'm Antonio, but most call me Tony. I've never really had a blogging website...so..I'm pretty awkward...hah...haha...haaah... This is just a little space to release all my stress, maybe post an oh-so-sad poem. How sweet, my own little void to yell and vomit into until im at a normal level of stability. Who even cares how vulgar I get on here, no ones listening, right?

XOXO- Antonio 

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