I am a Collection of Peoples Worst Mistakes.

“Hand in mine, into your icy blues”

Today kind of pissed me off, but oh well. My brother made us late to pick up the puppies (we were gonna get new dogs) at the adoption center AND completely ignored what I was trying to explain to him. Then he kept poking and touching me. Obviously i told him to stop, as it was annoying, and I was already in a very bad mood. Guess what, he completely disregarded that too at continued to poke me. I was so mad. 

I realized my posts have sprung up into some sort of love-bug-ish thread, and it seems very stalker-esque, at least to me. No I am not some crazy stalker obsessed with some random guy. I am a crazy stalker obsessed with my husband, Ryan (cue the dreamy 60s romance music) . I seemed to forget i need to disclose that here. IM MARRIED!! (7 months as of now YAYAY) 

I have been very excited because this year on my birthday I get to go wherever I so choose. I’m picking to visit Ryan because this may be my only chance right now. At the moment we’re planning, as none of our parents know about our little forbidden love affair. My parents don’t even know i have online friends, and they would absolutely crucify me if they knew I had an online boyfriend.

no coffee today, but cookies!!!

X AND O- TONY

I am finally ungrounded! 

Today was good and bad, mostly good, or mostly bad…I can’t really tell. I’m officially on spring break which is AWSOME! I’ve been waiting for a break from all this mess. My mom also announced we’re getting a pupper tomorrow, also AWSOME! In school I had a really bad stomach ache, at some points I could barely pick up my chrome-book or move, but on the plus I got to head to the nurses office a lot and people carried my stuff. 

By the end of the day we had a big party for people with perfect to almost-perfect attendance, I don’t know how I ended up in there but it was super fun. We got popcorn and a bunch of popsicles and got to play outside in the parking lot. I (mischievous as ever) got the AP to play PEAK (Fall Out Boy) for almost the whole time out there, turns out he is a big fan and went to some of their first big concerts (NOFAIRNOFAIRNOFAIIRR)

coffee day, very happy

You’re crazy and wild, my pretty lily, valley boy. 

xOO- Tonyboy

"Pennies and colder fountains"

Today has gone from ticking time bomb to I'm walkin' on sunshine YEAHHH.

People are trying to bully and possibly fight my friend, and I don't stand for that. The girl that's doing it is someone I know a little personally. I know she's a horrible person inside and out. She's like one of those ugly witches, the ones that make up rumors like concoctions and poison the school with her spell. 

I walked into my orchestra class today and was scared to death. For some background, I'm in an orchestra. I'm a violin, but for the pieces we have right now I'm 3rd violin (viola part adapted to treble clef, violin and viola have different clefs). I usually sit with the violas. I walk in, unpack my bag, and I see that I am the only 3rd violin, the only viola, that came to class. So out of the 25 violins and 7 cellos and 2 basses I am the only viola. I rarely practice in that class, so I was obviously praying to be magically smashed by a piano.

My friend brought 2 two liter bottles of Dr. K (she couldn't afford the name brand) and ROOT BEER!! Plus cups so we could drink something not straight out of the bottle, AWESOME! I'm so happy I get to drink soft drinks in school (they don't sell soft drinks like these In here)

Your doing what you said you wouldn't, said what you never did.

xoXOOXO- Antonio

“My mouth moves too fast for you to figure it out”

Yesterday i was very busy, so i couldn’t put a daily chapter of my little memoir up here.

My brother and I went to an IHop yesterday, yummy coffee. I had some kind of “spicy” breakfast burrito, though they were tacos, and they were not spicy in the slightest, and it was almost midnight. The best were the fries, crispy and warm like they were fresh out the oven. It felt like heaven eating them. My least favorite dish were the sausages. On the outside they seemed unassuming and pretty hot, deliciously cooked. Once i bit in……oh god.. the coldness hit my mouth like drinking ice cold water after chewing 2 pounds of spear mint gum…horrible. They didn’t even taste that good..

I’ve been drawing and writing more lately, my minds been running around like a chicken with its head cut off. 

I got sick sadly. I remeber sobbing because i couldn’t sleep, as one of my nostrils was stuffed full of snot. And not the one you could just blow into a tissue. No matter how much i blew my nose, it just stayed clogged up. I hate being sick.

reheat, repeat, re-enter, retreat

XOXO- Antonio

"When I'm home alone, I just dance by myself"

Today's already been crazy. My brother -half asleep- decided to share the fact that last night he was held at GUNPOINT over McDonald's nuggets...Yeah...crazy.. I'm at school right now sadly. It feels like I'm a bird in a cage, and not even a cage at that. Just hands clasped tight around me till my wings are so deformed I can't fly. There's so many windows in here, I feel taunted by the image of the sweet-sweet outside. 

Last night my mom screamed over grades and what not, I didn't mind getting told to do homework I was missing, I just don't like yelling. I miss my house, and I miss my coffee. I'll be sure to pound back 2 tons of it before bed, coffee makes me sleepy.

Sectionals suck (which I am at right now), the only reason I come is to get a free 100 on a major grade and for the utterly mouth-watering pastry they call a cinnamon bun. I don't know what they put in those things here, but it has to be some sort of drug.

I'm in class right now and I got stuck next to the cringe-eist couple in our year.....I'm delighted... They kept hugging and practically humping each other IN CLASS! how revolting.. This class is so irritating, and I have 6 more to go! oh the horror!

I have PHS (Principals of Human Services) somewhere after lunch. I don't mind that class, in actuality it's quite fun. The teacher is just so hypocritical it's insane. Right now were learning about taking care of children and their needs. I swear it's giving me some kind of baby fever, though I'm a man... Mpreg I guess?....



XOXO- Tony