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“If you let me be your Hollywood.”
Sorry AGAIN for being late, i’ve been so tired, give me a break.
I am SO glad schools almost over. These last few months have been actual hell. 3 Months of freedom, just to be back in the same cage i’ve been trapped in for half my life. I mean hey, it’s better than nothing, right?
I genuinely forgot today was Friday. Thought it was Monday. When I woke up in the morning I freaked out thinking I missed my bus, then fell asleep, and did the same thing 2 more times. It was so stupid. Then I scared myself with scary videos in the middle of the bright day. What can I say? i’m a paranoid person.
I’m suspecting that i’m loosing hearing in one of my ears. When I wear my earbuds, one ear is like…not muffled..yet it feels like it. Like a kitchen light fading after years of its persistent buzzing, if you know what I mean. Hopefully that makes sense. Maybe it’s just more used to the volume of my earbuds being at max for an ungodly amount of time. Hopefully it is. I don’t want to loose my hearing, but then again what’s stopping me from my loud music. Come hell or high water, I will have it up to full volume.
There is no one, but no one is you.
xo-Antonio
Sorry AGAIN for being late, i’ve been so tired, give me a break.
I am SO glad schools almost over. These last few months have been actual hell. 3 Months of freedom, just to be back in the same cage i’ve been trapped in for half my life. I mean hey, it’s better than nothing, right?
I genuinely forgot today was Friday. Thought it was Monday. When I woke up in the morning I freaked out thinking I missed my bus, then fell asleep, and did the same thing 2 more times. It was so stupid. Then I scared myself with scary videos in the middle of the bright day. What can I say? i’m a paranoid person.
I’m suspecting that i’m loosing hearing in one of my ears. When I wear my earbuds, one ear is like…not muffled..yet it feels like it. Like a kitchen light fading after years of its persistent buzzing, if you know what I mean. Hopefully that makes sense. Maybe it’s just more used to the volume of my earbuds being at max for an ungodly amount of time. Hopefully it is. I don’t want to loose my hearing, but then again what’s stopping me from my loud music. Come hell or high water, I will have it up to full volume.
There is no one, but no one is you.
xo-Antonio
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Date: 2026-03-21 07:22 am (UTC)From:If it's any consolation, time flies when school is almost over. At least that was the case for me.
I'm on the same boat lol. I'm terrified of losing my hearing, but music feels way better when it's loud. Take care!